Posting

Alright, so I always think "I'll blog about this or that" and I NEVER DO!!! I enjoy blogging, it's a fun way to post thoughts and family updates. So here I am again vowing to blog more... We shall see!

When I last left you, Travis was fresh out of back surgery and recovering nicely. He is continuing to heal from that, but still hasn't pressed on to physical therapy because we are still waiting for bone to grow and fuse his spine together!

For starters, Kalib is going to be 9 next week, YES 9!!! I still can't believe it!! Last week we took a trip to Ft Worth and went to the Legoland Discovery Center to celebrate. The kids had an absolute blast! Travis and I had fun, but were not impressed with prices for what you actually get to do. It cost us almost as much as we would pay to go to 6 flags! Now I know I'm getting old! I used to not care about the cost of things as much as I do now...maybe it's just that "when I was a kid..." hehe

In other news, at the beginning of the month Travis was promoted to Technical Sergent, I am so proud of him, he has worked so hard to achieve this. We have known for sometime he made it, but he didn't get to actually wear the rank until May 1st.

Over the weekend we spent a few days camping at Lake Texoma. It was wonderful! Ashlynn was fighting off a fever part of the weekend and it really hit her hard on Sunday, but we were still able to enjoy the sunny weather we had Saturday! It was a blessed time with some of our friends from church. I really think it was great for our family to unwind and relax out of the busyness of everyday life. I "unplugged" for most of the weekend and cut my self off from fb and cell phone/texting. It was so great!

God is doing some amazing things in my life lately and I am so thankful He is faithful and carries me through when I can't go on alone. I am also thankful he gave me Travis to share the weight of my burdens and spur me on when all I want to do is crawl back in bed and hide under the covers! Sometimes that sounds like a much better plan than being a grown up! ;)

I will sign off for now and let's hope it's not another 6 months before I post again!

My Vow as a Blogger...& back surgery!

So, I vowed I would be blogging more in 2011! So, January is nearly over and it has FLOWN by!!!! We have been a tad preoccupied with life.

Travis had a diagnostic procedure just before Christmas. He had to go off of all his pain medication and they injected dye into 3 spots on his spine to see just what his pain was, where it was coming from, and what they could do to help him get better. Besides it being HIGHLY PAINFUL, Travis was very thankful they did this procedure!!! We found out the first part of January that Travis would indeed be having back surgery. He had a ruptured disc and cracked vertebrae, which we already knew. So, last week they put him under and cleaned up the area where the ruptured disc was and placed a few screws and a rod to stabilize the 2 vertebrae that now had no disc in between them. Also, they took some cadaver bones (ewww) and some stem cells from his own hip and placed those with the screws and rod and now the 2 vertebrae will be able to fuse together and he should ultimately be able to live a pain free life! After all his healing is said and done he should be able to do most things people "our age" do...with the exception of sky diving and bull riding...DARN! He has to cross those off his bucket list! hahaha

Through the whole process God has been so faithful. He has been our comforter, our protector, and our healer. As I look at Travis on the couch and struggling to get up and down, I am thankful God gave him to me and that I get to spend more time with him. I was so nervous something would go wrong with his procedure. Last Monday was one of the longest days I can recall. Waiting, waiting, waiting! But, at last he was out and in recovery. He sent the nurse out to tell me he loved me and I am beautiful. What a doll! Love him so much! And now, this week as we are in the beginning phase of recovery, we are praising God for all things. He is so good!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

So, here we are 2011! I don't think I've blogged much in the last 4 months or so. This year I would like to try to post at least once a month...we'll see how that goes. I love getting on here and reading everybody else's updates and seeing photos! I'll do better for you...I HOPE! :)

Summer

Well, even though it seems we haven't done much, this summer is flying by!! Swim lessons for the boys, a trip to Kansas to see my Grannie and my Mom, a trip to Travis' cousin's for the 4th of July, Vacation Bible School, and filling our days with swimming and playing at the local parks and pools with friends! We now have 3 independent swimmers. They still need more work, but I think all of them would be able to get to the edge of the pool if they fell in. The boys took lessons and Ashlynn just taught herself! What a fish, I think it was the motivation of keeping up with her brothers. She can't be left behind you know!

The kids are already bugging me to use their new school books, so we are going to start easing back into a school routine soon...YES, it's official that we are homeschooling at least one more year!

Here are some photos and videos from our summer fun, if they all won't load on one blog, I'll add more! :)

With Great Grannie in Kansas!

On the train with Tim!

Someone had a birthday and is now 4!

Watching fireworks! I love their smiles and

the sparkle of amazement and surprise in their eyes!

Growing

Here lately I have been observing the kids. They seem to be growing so much. And, well, they are!!! Kalib just turned 8, Ashlynn will be 4 in just a few short weeks(YES, SHE'S MY BABY, AND SHE'S GOING TO BE 4!!!!), and Ethan is well on his way to 7! I can't believe it.

I have always liked to just watch them. Watch them play, and laugh, and even fight sometimes! It is neat to see how they interact with each other and watch these little people solve their world's problems. Here lately as I watch Kalib though, I can't help but see this man inside him coming out. He is becoming more and more responsible. More and more we can see his temperament changing into that of a young adult. And even when I cut his hair I am beginning to have to shave his "chops" that are attempting to grow in! hahaha! I gave him some deodorant to get him in the practice of that before he really starts to smell! AHHHHH- where has the time gone? In the blink of an eye my sweet, sweet babies are beginning to turn into young adults before my eyes.

I am thankful I can hold them for a little while longer- Not much if the boys continue to eat how they are playing catch up to their 6'3" Daddy!

Thank you Lord for my 3 little blessings I get to watch grow, change and love you more with each passing day!

Sad Today

I just need to get some random thoughts out.

OK, so we are a military family, used to leaving and used to having others we grow close to leave. But tonight I am shaken. I am trying to see what God is doing here and really praying that he gives me some answers soon.

I found out today one of my very best friends here in TX is more than likely going to be moving within a few short months. Worse yet, she isn't part of a military family so I was TOTALLY blindsided by this one! Even worse, our kids are VERY good friends and our husbands are friends too!! They go to our church and she is what helped me pull through my first year of home schooling. Even still worse, one of my other very good friends moved last week! :( I don't think I ever get used to saying good bye to friends. There's a little piece of me that gets so sad after someone special to me leaves.

I guess I can focus on the good that I may get to have a few more months with her. But, still my heart is heavy tonight.

A sad realization...

I had a sad realization last night. I was on our babysitter's facebook page seeing if she was available to watch the kids so Travis and I could have a date night. My eyes fell upon her birthday- she was born when I was in High School. Talk about feeling old! I laughed so hard I cried- or maybe they were tears of sadness because I had one of those pivotal "ah-ha" moments...I AM GETTING OLD!!! My 10 yr class reunion is this year, I am just 2 years and 2 days shy of 30. hmph! When did I grow up? And why didn't I get a vote? ;)

Thinking, thinking...

I've been thinking a lot today. Mostly about family. Mainly my Grandpa Pete. Today is his Birthday, and also his and my Grannie's Anniversary. He passed away almost 9 years ago now. It hardly seems possible that he's been gone so long. Back in February, I wrote a blog about my Grannie and her 80th Birthday. I shared how special she is to me. Well, today I am reminded just how special he was to me too...I guess is to me. I can't even begin to put into words how much I miss him.

My Grandpa and Grannie really stepped up to the plate and helped out when my parents divorced when I was just a baby. As a result, they would care for us when Dad had to work early. When I started school, every single day, my Grandpa Pete would hold my hand and walk me across Highway 40 in good 'ol Granby, Co, just so he would make sure I was safe. Then again, every afternoon, he would come back across the highway, take my hand, and lead me safely back to the station or the house. I remember when I began to think I was too old to have him hold my hand and help me cross the street. You know when you're young and you're all worried about what the "cool" kids at school would say. Now, as an adult and him being gone, I would give anything to take his hand and cross that street with him. Funny how life changes?

Now, years after he's been gone, and years after my Grannie finally had to sell the station in Granby, I sit here and think of how different life is. I wonder how things could have changed "if only"...If only he wouldn't have gotten sick and they could have finished their life together. If only he was still with my Grannie to hold her hand when she was going through the many trials she's faced: cancer, selling the station, having to move. If only...I guess we can't live life in the "if only's"...But some days I think it would help if life had a rewind button. Then maybe I wouldn't have to miss so many people I love. Then maybe my heart wouldn't be sad on a day that used to be so full of celebration.

I miss you Grandpa Pete, I love you!

TOO LONG!

Well, let me start off by saying I am SOOO MAD! I had 2 or 3 paragraphs written and somehow deleted them! :( Now, it seems to me it has been WAT TOO LONG since I blogged. I thought I'd let you know we are in our last week of school!!! WE ALL SURVIVED!!! And not only did we survive our first year of homeschool, I am looking at another box of books as I sit and type this! We are going to follow through with another year next year. Be looking forward to stories from what that adventure holds!

Here's a picture of the kids in their new swimwear! I wanted them to have the rash guard swim shirts because the little 2 burn so easily. We have spent a couple of days in them now and no one has gotten burnies!! YAY!!!! Here they are striking a pose!

In more important news, Travis Graduated College over Mother's Day Weekend! I am so proud of him! His parents from Wyoming were able to come be with us and we enjoyed every second of the 2 days we had together. It is always too short of a visit. We are hoping it works out for us to go visit them later in the summer! :) Also, one of our friends from Germany was able to come and share in Travis' special day! It was a fun weekend full of reunions with special people in our lives!

Ashlynn's Hair

Ever since I got my hair cut, Ashlynn has been wanting to cut her's too. I really didn't want to and you can see why....It is so beautiful and so long!


But, I decided that if it was long enough to donate to a program that makes wigs for cancer patients, I would be ok with it. So, we discovered Pantene Beautiful Lengths. They only need 8 inches vs Locks of Love's 10. But, we took the plunge!

And she's still just as beautiful with short hair and did something wonderful for another person. She was so proud she is going to make someone else's dream come true!

Toothless

So, both the boys lost another tooth this week! That makes number 2 for Ethan and I think number 6 for Kalib. Plus, Kalib has one more that's wiggling around in there. We better be careful or I'm going to have to stock up on pudding, yogurt and applesauce!

They are so cute waiting for the "tooth fairy" to bring them money! The funny thing is, we told them it's us and that we'd still give them money, and they still said, "I know it's you, but can you still put money under my pillow anyway?" Too cute! Now we just play along and it's a fun game for all! I just love their innocence and the sweetness they bring into my life.

CHOPPED!!!!

So, I got my hair totally chopped off! This is not the best picture, but I have been too lazy to load a decent one. I wanted to donate my hair to locks of love or something of the like, but because I had bleach highlights at one point and it wasn't all grown out, I couldn't donate it because of the chemicals they use to treat the hair when they make the wigs. Anyhow, it's cut! And IT'S SHORT!! I am liking it more with each passing day! That's about all for us right now!

Eighty, Eighty, What a Lady!!

The kids and I were fortunate enough to be able to go spend about 10 days with my Grannie. We went to celebrate her 80th Birthday with her. Once I got there, my uncle told me they had been planning a surprise birthday celebration and putting together a scrapbook for her. I got busy and did my part to help out. It turned out to be a huge success mostly because my uncle, aunt, and cousins had already been working hard ordering cakes and getting the invitation out to all that could come. The best part is, my Grannie had no idea and was completely surprised! She kept saying, "Nobody told me!" And we kept saying, "We weren't supposed to!" hahaha!


(this is my Grannie after a long day of picking cotton in Missouri)

As I think about my Grannie, many wonderful memories come to mind. Her and my Grandpa spent many years caring for me and my brother and sisters. Our parents divorced when I was just a baby, and my dad had custody. This made him a single father of 4 who worked A LOT! That meant early morning drop offs with Grandpa and Grannie, or even spending the night with them on the regular. As I grew, I spent many days being spoiled by my Grannie. Still, as an adult, when I get sick, that's where I want to be! When I was a young teen, my grandpa got sick. The Doctors told them it was Alzheimer's. We quickly saw our brilliant hard working grandfather become someone who could just putter around the house and someone who needed my Grannie to care for him day and night. His needs consumed her, but she never seemed to mind. She has always said that Grandpa wouldn't have wanted to live that way, not knowing what he was doing, regressing in so many ways. But, she also said she never minded caring for him. It was a daunting task I don't know many who are capable of doing such a thing. But, for years, I think it was actually 9+ years that she spent feeding him, bathing him, dressing him, even changing him. The more he needed her the more she cared for him. The more she grew to love him. She still says that she knows the last years of his life he wasn't really him, but at least he was there and they could hold hands, dance and he would rub her feet. It was a forever love. She still wears his wedding band and her heart aches for his company everyday. He's been gone almost 8 years, and there is not a doubt in my mind that she misses him and I know she loves him with all of her heart just as much today as the first day they were married...probably more. Oh, and what makes it more incredible that she committed so much of her time caring for him? After he got sick, she was diagnosed with cancer and spent a good majority of his later years having surgeries. The doctors ended up cutting away a good portion of her face. She still can't close her mouth. She ended up having radiation treatments, and for now she is cancer free. Even if she wasn't, I know she's never going to trust another doctor to operate after what she's been through. I sit in amazement at this woman and all she's been through...after all the hardships and the giving, SHE STILL GIVES LOVINGLY TO OTHERS!!! What an incredible woman.

The love she has for my grandpa doesn't stop with him. I mean it's kind of expected, after all, they did spend their lives working together: running their gas station, caring for their children and grandchildren, and grieving the loss of loved ones. In their first few years of marriage, she lost a brother and they lost 2 children: my Grannie's only daughter died at birth and the twin brother 2 years later of leukemia. Shortly there after they had another son, my uncle. And shortly after him came another son, my dad. That was it in the way of kids for them, but like I said, it never stopped them from giving and caring for our family. And they now have 11 grandchildren and 18 great grandchildren...probably more to come(not from me...hehe)! And still, to this day, if you show up on my Grannie's doorstep, she'll whip up a 10 course meal in no time and she'll be sure to serve you the sweetest tea and best candies and cookies available. There's nothing but love and hospitality coming from that woman!

I love my Grannie. She is a big contributor to who I am today, there aren't many people like her, and I am so glad I was able to celebrate such a wonderful birthday with her. If I live to be 80, I can only pray that my life is 1/2 as blessed as what hers has been! Of course, if you know her, you know she's not anywhere near the age 80, she's 29....AND HOLDING!

(This is the crew who was able to come together and celebrate in Salina, KS at my cousin's house.)

A look back in time...

I was trying to clean up our computer and take these photos and put them on disk and I got sidetracked thinking about where the time has gone...it seems like only yesterday that I was pregnant with Ashlynn and the boys were so little.


Sometimes, some days, when I look at the cute little babies in these pictures, it makes me want another...Now, if you know Travis and I, that is NOT about to happen! hahahaha! But, there's something about looking at the picture of your little tiny baby and wanting to hold them in your arms and feed them their bottle and watch them take their first steps. The first year of life is so amazing...don't get me wrong, each passing day, each passing moment is magical too. But, looking at these just made me miss my little babies! Maybe I'll bring back some more photos if you're lucky! We can remember together....It probably doesn't give you the same feeling inside as it does me to look at my sweet babies so tiny, but for a moment, I can look at these and remember what it was like when they were all so small! And, yes I know, boy am I in trouble when another 20 years has passed...But, hopefully by then I'll have grand babies to spoil! :) And that's even better than your own kids right? Because you can spoil them rotten and then send them home! :)

Oh, and PS, I can't get this layout to cooperate with me, so I am leaving it like this! :) NO chronological order, no birth order, no rhyme or reason to the way it's done...I'm surrendering to this blog the way it is....And, the OCD in me is SCREAMING....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

It's time!

Well, I realized a week or so ago that I haven't blogged yet in the new year. I thought maybe it was time I got around to it.

What Can I say? We are doing well. I have really turned a corner with homeschooling. I feel more confidant we are doing the right thing for our family. I have really had to fight my OCD tendencies and RELAX! I'm getting better, but I still have my days! :) The kids still absolutely love it! We are looking into curriculum for next year already.

Travis and I have gotten out of the fantastic shape we were in when we left Germany. We weren't perfect, but were very well on our way to being to our goals. What can I say all the American convenience foods and grease filled fast food got the better of us. Along with not eating so great, we quit working out on a regular schedule...me more than him. :( Anyhow, our friend invited us to play a "diet" game with her and some other people. We began the game on Monday and so far so good. I have actually lost almost 6 pounds and Travis 10! Now, I know most of that is probably water weight. But, it still feels good to know we are getting back in the swing of things, and who knows, if we keep it up, maybe we'll win the prize at the end! :)

The kids are fantastic! This week Kalib lost tooth number 3, and number 4 is REALLY wiggly, you can look forward to a toothless smile in the next week or so! Ethan is excelling in math. He just gets it. It is so great to see his growing mind! I never cease to be amazed at what these kids are capable of! Ashlynn is recovering from being sick right now. She had a cough for about 10 days and then woke up with ear pain one morning and the cough was worse. We decided to make an appointment with the Dr. When they saw us they did a chest x-ray and looked at her ears. The conclusion was an ear infection and mild pneumonia! Poor baby. The meds are helping and 3 days later you can be assured she is fighting with her brothers!

I will close with a few pictures. These pictures aren't actually from this year! Over our Christmas break, we took a field trip to see the jets at Travis' work. And the snow ones are from our snowman building adventure from our White Christmas Week.

Last Post 2009?

Seeing how I have been such a frequent blogger the last month. NOT! This will probably be my last post of 2009. As I look back on the year, I think of all the changes that have happened in our life.

Episode 1: Wrapping up things in Germany...That took the first part of the year. I never thought we'd miss it like we do, but we do!!! I think mostly it's the people we hold dear to our hearts. We are forever grateful for each of the people God placed in our path during our 4 year German adventure! I know for a fact we do NOT miss stairwell apartment living. Nor does Travis miss the drive along the B-50 every day. However, we'd still like to try to go back for one more tour in Europe...one day before Travis is done serving in the military. I guess we'll have to see what God has in store for us!

Episode 2: Transition to Texas! That took up the 2nd part of the year! ha! I still can't believe we're 1st time home buyers! We just love our little house in our cozy little cul-de-sac. There are some improvements we'd like to make over the next few years. But, all in all, we are so happy here. God has richly provided yet again! I am finding it hard to believe we just celebrated a White Christmas in Texas! I don't think we have had a white Christmas in quite a few years! I was hoping Texas would be warmer in the winter than it is this year...Ask me again in July when it's 110 outside! lol

Episode 3: Transition Home-school! (or as I like to call it: LIFE UPSIDE DOWN!) I am braving something I NEVER thought I'd do. I'm still not so sure it's going to be a 'forever' deal for me. But, we are learning and growing...A LOT! I think I am having more learning experiences than the kids...lol! There are so many of you who have prayed and encouraged me along the way and I am so grateful for each of you. Thank you! It makes all the difference to our family.

I guess that last note of thanks goes out to each of you who reads this blog. We are so thankful you take the time to keep up with us. If you have a blog yourself, we are thankful to be included in the little glimpses of life you give us! I love reading each of your stories. It helps me to feel not so far away, not so lonely on some of the days where I sometimes forget I am never alone. My God, my creator is always with me. However, He has given me an angel in each of you to keep me company as an Earthly reminder of His love. Thank you so much for being a part of our life. Our friends, our family, our Brothers and Sisters in Christ. We love you!

Here's to a Happy and Healthy 2010! Be blessed my friends!

White Christmas

Looks like it will be a White Christmas in Texas!!! I can't believe all this snow! There are more/better pics, I'll post later...

Christmas Memories

It was the perfect night to go caroling. A bit of a frosty feeling in the air here in TX. We were off in the Minivan Mafia Attack Line to go spread Christmas Cheer at a few of the local nursing homes and some of the widows homes from our church. We got to the first Nursing Home. Sang our first set, and went on to the next room for set 2....We put Ashlynn in the front row although she was reluctant: A bit shy, a little tired from her nap still, she stayed put right where we set her. And we begin...."Hark the Herold....." silence....Someone from the front says, "umm Mary Beth, Ashlynn threw up!" Let me just say she was fine. She said, "I had a nervous belly for the people." A 3 y/o with stage fright....hmmmm...Anyhow she's fine and kicking this morning! I felt so bad we left such a present for the people in the nursing home. One of the gentlemen that lived there said, "I think someone left something behind." It was so funny! This is definitely one memory for all of Ferguson Christmas history!

ABC's of Thankfulness

On the suggestion of a friend, I was invited to do the ABC’s of Thankfulness on Facebook. Here is my compiled list of items I'd like to share with you….

A: Ashlynn, my sweet baby girl. What a blessing it has been to mother her for these last 3 years!
B: Bible Study friends! I am so thankful for all the wonderful ladies God has brought into my life through the many bible studies I have attended since I became a believer!
C: Children, not just my own. It is so fun to watch them create, discover and dream. They just make the world a better place!
D: Donkeys, I am thankful for all the donkeys in my life. (You thought I was joking didn't you Brian?)
E: Ethan, my sweet baby boy. So perfect, so kind and loving, it is truly a joy to mother him, even on the days he throws a curve ball...That's why he is so great. He's so not afraid to stand on his own! I am also thankful for Elizabeth, God sent me such a wonderful friend and mentor in you!
F: Family, Friendships, Freedom, Faith, it's hard to pick one today...Football, Fellowship, Fairway Baptist Church...the list could go on! Be blessed today everyone, don't forget to pray for those at Ft Hood and also the rest of our military serving far from home as we approach the holiday season.
G: God- I love him, it's an unconditional sort of thing...Grandparents, especially my Grannie & Grandma- They are both such amazing women, a constant solid rock in my life. So strong, they have both faced such adversity, yet they keep on loving everyone else first. Germany- all the wonderful experiences and relationships we have taken from there.
H: Home, thankful I have a home to call my own, somewhere we can be warm in the winter and cool in the summer. Somewhere my family can laugh and cry and grow and change together. I am also thankful for my Husband, God has given us an amazing life together!
I: Inspiration to be/do better, Imagination, Intimate moments with the ones I love, Intelligence, all these are beautiful gifts from God, I thank Him daily for each one. But, I also can't forget to be thankful for Ice Cream-Ben and Jerry's 1/2 Baked will always be my favorite!
J: Jesus, need I say more?
K: Kalib, my sweet oldest son. He is truly a delight and joy to raise. I can't imagine my life without him.
L: Love! Without love the world would be a dark and dreary place. Let someone know you love them today. Show it in a practical way!
M: My Momma, Music, Military Friends(Family), Mentors, and Mothers.
N: Newness...I am thankful for the new start to each day, the new grace God gives every moment in life, the feeling of a new start on a new day, new babies, and new friendships!
O: God's Omnipotent Power, and life's Ordinary moments. I think too often we are looking for something fantastic or special and we live for those moments. Too often we let the ordinary slip by without being noticed....
P: the Power of Prayer-I've seen it do great things in many lives; Parents-without mine I wouldn't be...I am also thankful to be a parent myself; People-it takes all kinds to make the world go round and I try to embrace them all...SOME people make it a very difficult task!
Q: Quiet time with God, alone, or with those I love. Quality of life; God has richly blessed my family. I'm so not worthy of His gifts...
R: Raking leaves with my family, Reading to my children, and my wedding Ring.
S: Sisters!!! Related by blood or not, I love each of you!!!
T: Travis, the love of my life, my best friend! Telephones, they help me stay so connected while I am so far from those I love and miss!
U: Unlimited resources...I mean really for any need I have, God has made it possible for me to have everything within my reach. Some "wants" may have to go un-had, but my needs are met, God is good!
V: V: Vanilla...vanilla flavored anything YUM!
W: Worship, wisdom, water!
X: X-ray Technology...Yes, it's a reach! lol
Y: YOU, today I am thankful for the unique way each of you is a part of my life!
Z: Zoos, we have spent many fun afternoons looking at animals and sharing our time together there learning and playing!

Be blessed and have a wonderful Thanksgiving everyone!!!

Christmas Pictures

Well, it's that time of year again where I make everyone dress up alike and go take Christmas photos...This year I tried to relax, we went out and played and enjoyed the day...here are the results of what will be our Christmas Card!