I just need to get some random thoughts out.
OK, so we are a military family, used to leaving and used to having others we grow close to leave. But tonight I am shaken. I am trying to see what God is doing here and really praying that he gives me some answers soon.
I found out today one of my very best friends here in TX is more than likely going to be moving within a few short months. Worse yet, she isn't part of a military family so I was TOTALLY blindsided by this one! Even worse, our kids are VERY good friends and our husbands are friends too!! They go to our church and she is what helped me pull through my first year of home schooling. Even still worse, one of my other very good friends moved last week! :( I don't think I ever get used to saying good bye to friends. There's a little piece of me that gets so sad after someone special to me leaves.
I guess I can focus on the good that I may get to have a few more months with her. But, still my heart is heavy tonight.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Saturday, June 5, 2010
A sad realization...
I had a sad realization last night. I was on our babysitter's facebook page seeing if she was available to watch the kids so Travis and I could have a date night. My eyes fell upon her birthday- she was born when I was in High School. Talk about feeling old! I laughed so hard I cried- or maybe they were tears of sadness because I had one of those pivotal "ah-ha" moments...I AM GETTING OLD!!! My 10 yr class reunion is this year, I am just 2 years and 2 days shy of 30. hmph! When did I grow up? And why didn't I get a vote? ;)
Friday, June 4, 2010
Thinking, thinking...
I've been thinking a lot today. Mostly about family. Mainly my Grandpa Pete. Today is his Birthday, and also his and my Grannie's Anniversary. He passed away almost 9 years ago now. It hardly seems possible that he's been gone so long. Back in February, I wrote a blog about my Grannie and her 80th Birthday. I shared how special she is to me. Well, today I am reminded just how special he was to me too...I guess is to me. I can't even begin to put into words how much I miss him.
My Grandpa and Grannie really stepped up to the plate and helped out when my parents divorced when I was just a baby. As a result, they would care for us when Dad had to work early. When I started school, every single day, my Grandpa Pete would hold my hand and walk me across Highway 40 in good 'ol Granby, Co, just so he would make sure I was safe. Then again, every afternoon, he would come back across the highway, take my hand, and lead me safely back to the station or the house. I remember when I began to think I was too old to have him hold my hand and help me cross the street. You know when you're young and you're all worried about what the "cool" kids at school would say. Now, as an adult and him being gone, I would give anything to take his hand and cross that street with him. Funny how life changes?
Now, years after he's been gone, and years after my Grannie finally had to sell the station in Granby, I sit here and think of how different life is. I wonder how things could have changed "if only"...If only he wouldn't have gotten sick and they could have finished their life together. If only he was still with my Grannie to hold her hand when she was going through the many trials she's faced: cancer, selling the station, having to move. If only...I guess we can't live life in the "if only's"...But some days I think it would help if life had a rewind button. Then maybe I wouldn't have to miss so many people I love. Then maybe my heart wouldn't be sad on a day that used to be so full of celebration.
I miss you Grandpa Pete, I love you!
My Grandpa and Grannie really stepped up to the plate and helped out when my parents divorced when I was just a baby. As a result, they would care for us when Dad had to work early. When I started school, every single day, my Grandpa Pete would hold my hand and walk me across Highway 40 in good 'ol Granby, Co, just so he would make sure I was safe. Then again, every afternoon, he would come back across the highway, take my hand, and lead me safely back to the station or the house. I remember when I began to think I was too old to have him hold my hand and help me cross the street. You know when you're young and you're all worried about what the "cool" kids at school would say. Now, as an adult and him being gone, I would give anything to take his hand and cross that street with him. Funny how life changes?
Now, years after he's been gone, and years after my Grannie finally had to sell the station in Granby, I sit here and think of how different life is. I wonder how things could have changed "if only"...If only he wouldn't have gotten sick and they could have finished their life together. If only he was still with my Grannie to hold her hand when she was going through the many trials she's faced: cancer, selling the station, having to move. If only...I guess we can't live life in the "if only's"...But some days I think it would help if life had a rewind button. Then maybe I wouldn't have to miss so many people I love. Then maybe my heart wouldn't be sad on a day that used to be so full of celebration.
I miss you Grandpa Pete, I love you!
Monday, May 24, 2010
TOO LONG!
Well, let me start off by saying I am SOOO MAD! I had 2 or 3 paragraphs written and somehow deleted them! :( Now, it seems to me it has been WAT TOO LONG since I blogged. I thought I'd let you know we are in our last week of school!!! WE ALL SURVIVED!!! And not only did we survive our first year of homeschool, I am looking at another box of books as I sit and type this! We are going to follow through with another year next year. Be looking forward to stories from what that adventure holds! 
In more important news, Travis Graduated College over Mother's Day Weekend! I am so proud of him! His parents from Wyoming were able to come be with us and we enjoyed every second of the 2 days we had together. It is always too short of a visit. We are hoping it works out for us to go visit them later in the summer! :) Also, one of our friends from Germany was able to come and share in Travis' special day! It was a fun weekend full of reunions with special people in our lives!
Here's a picture of the kids in their new swimwear! I wanted them to have the rash guard swim shirts because the little 2 burn so easily. We have spent a couple of days in them now and no one has gotten burnies!! YAY!!!! Here they are striking a pose!
In more important news, Travis Graduated College over Mother's Day Weekend! I am so proud of him! His parents from Wyoming were able to come be with us and we enjoyed every second of the 2 days we had together. It is always too short of a visit. We are hoping it works out for us to go visit them later in the summer! :) Also, one of our friends from Germany was able to come and share in Travis' special day! It was a fun weekend full of reunions with special people in our lives!Sunday, March 28, 2010
Ashlynn's Hair
Ever since I got my hair cut, Ashlynn has been wanting to cut her's too. I really didn't want to and you can see why....It is so beautiful and so long!
But, I decided that if it was long enough to donate to a program that makes wigs for cancer patients, I would be ok with it. So, we discovered Pantene Beautiful Lengths. They only need 8 inches vs Locks of Love's 10. But, we took the plunge!
And she's still just as beautiful with short hair and did something wonderful for another person. She was so proud she is going to make someone else's dream come true!
But, I decided that if it was long enough to donate to a program that makes wigs for cancer patients, I would be ok with it. So, we discovered Pantene Beautiful Lengths. They only need 8 inches vs Locks of Love's 10. But, we took the plunge!
And she's still just as beautiful with short hair and did something wonderful for another person. She was so proud she is going to make someone else's dream come true!
Friday, March 12, 2010
Toothless
So, both the boys lost another tooth this week! That makes number 2 for Ethan and I think number 6 for Kalib. Plus, Kalib has one more that's wiggling around in there. We better be careful or I'm going to have to stock up on pudding, yogurt and applesauce!
They are so cute waiting for the "tooth fairy" to bring them money! The funny thing is, we told them it's us and that we'd still give them money, and they still said, "I know it's you, but can you still put money under my pillow anyway?" Too cute! Now we just play along and it's a fun game for all! I just love their innocence and the sweetness they bring into my life.
They are so cute waiting for the "tooth fairy" to bring them money! The funny thing is, we told them it's us and that we'd still give them money, and they still said, "I know it's you, but can you still put money under my pillow anyway?" Too cute! Now we just play along and it's a fun game for all! I just love their innocence and the sweetness they bring into my life.
Monday, March 8, 2010
CHOPPED!!!!
So, I got my hair totally chopped off! This is not the best picture, but I have been too lazy to load a decent one. I wanted to donate my hair to locks of love or something of the like, but because I had bleach highlights at one point and it wasn't all grown out, I couldn't donate it because of the chemicals they use to treat the hair when they make the wigs. Anyhow, it's cut! And IT'S SHORT!! I am liking it more with each passing day! That's about all for us right now!
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